你走了，像我当初一样，走的悄无声息。
You go, like I did, walk quietly.
让我一点心理准备都没有，我不知道你爱不爱我，因为让我感觉你对我的爱都是在嘴上，你没有送过我一样礼物，所以我一直不能确定你爱不爱我。
I don't have any mental preparation. I don't know whether you love me or not, because I feel your love for me is all in your mouth, you haven't given me the same gift, so I have never been sure whether you love me or not.
我也不知道我爱不爱你，因为我有家，你也有家。
I don't know whether I love you or not, because I have a family and you have a home.
我们的感情就这样维持了一年，中间我下过几次决心不再理你。
Our feelings have lasted for a year, and I have made a few decisions in the middle of the year.
一直告诉自己，你不爱我，你不也值得我爱，我就是一直在纠结中，所以不敢说爱你，太没有安全感。
Always tell yourself, you do not love me, you are not worth my love, I was always entangled, so I dare not say love you, too little sense of security.
你现在走了，我也没有找你，可是我的心里真的很不舒服，是痛，是悄悄的痛，你不懂，我懂。
You have gone now, I did not find you, but my heart is really very uncomfortable, is the pain, is a quiet pain, you do not understand, I understand.
书上说男人爱女人保鲜期很短，而当女人真正爱上男人的时候偏偏是过了保鲜期了，也许这就是女人的宿命。
The book says that men love a woman to keep a short shelf life, and when a woman really falls in love with a man, it is a fresh-keeping period. Maybe this is the fate of a woman.
在你走的这段时间里我反复问自己，我真的很爱你吗???
I repeatedly asked myself during the time you were walking, do I really love you???
你有那么值得我爱吗?
Are you so worthy of my love?
现在有答案了，我很爱的不是你，我爱的只是你爱我的感觉。
Now there is an answer, I love not you, I love just the feeling that you love me.
我只是需要被爱的感觉，也许那个人可以不是你。
I just need to be loved, maybe that person can't be you.
